I'm pretty sure this is how creepypastas are made.
I guess I must confess.While I was going through depression, I thought I actually saw my guardian alicorn. I could actually talk to her in my mind. I was to afraid to speak in real life fearing that others would call me insane. She was just a security blanket until I could find some social and emotional stability.* Kochieboy sheilds himself.
how do you thisi want to do this
It's fine, there's a period of my life about two years ago spanning 2-3 months where I don't remember anything because depression essentially caused my brain to shut down, stuff happens
Something I have to advise you on however: Having love with a Tulpa is almost always a bad idea, it can lead to a Tulpa having complete control over you, you would probably become a being living only for love and your Tulpa would rape you in worst case scenarios, to observers, you'd look like you were ejaculating at random.
oh lord
I would make a Tulpa but I have too many uncanny/horrible thoughts.
At least now it's easy to say we're all sane now.Right?
Far from it, my friend!Far from it...[](/pinkamina)
Depression is a helluva drug.
Oh i get normal teenage depression.But i am just mentally insane, so...[](/w40)
I guess I'm not going to fall asleep very easily tonight.Staring at ceiling in bed.Feel a hoof scrape my thigh.A distorted, disembodied Fluttershy voice says, "PLEASE GO TO SLEEP".Piss myself silently.
