i don't feel like my skill is improving much in the way i want it to either, but i'm going to do some things after finishing this current project in attempts to improve them. my thing is, even if i dont get where i want to be in the next two years i'll be going to an art and design college to learn exactly that. so really i just have a deadline to learn it first on my own, or from a professor.
i don't really have the desire to give up, though that might be because i'm determined to be able to create whatever i want with quality
but my eyes are
what do you mean by this exactly? that you can "see" what you want to draw, but can't put it down?