I read the whole thing, and captain blue's post as well. I'll be honest and say that from blue's post in the "nice guy" list, I have:
a (actually it is from earlier events in my life, but I'm not going to derail because of some emotional stuff)
b
c
e
h
l
m
n
o
and from the "real man" list:
g
h
j (sometimes)
l
t
u
w
x
Not really sure what I am. I'm kind of in-between with everything, even with loveuality. I'm neither fully submissive nor fully dominant, and with decisions I tend to be unsure.
Wasn't rave banned?
Yeah. Don't remember why.