You are now among the millions of depressed people in the world, congrats. I suggest you watch "The Known Universe" on YouTube, that way you can grasp just how insignificant you are as a person.
This one?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXrXTx94aFg
So you're sad and alone and you post about it here on Blockland forums? Yeah that totally isn't a desperate cry for attention.
You CAN quit posting in this topic, you know?
Because you don't want people to become more aware of this attention whoring?
Atention whore vs Lonley Man!Go go go!
Unless you're just attention whoring, in which case his teasing wont do much.