Just go. You're not helping.
I like the part where you reason about your earlier comment.
All I meant to say was:
We don't deal with these situations that well in general.
You post something, and I wasn't sure wether you are aware that there will be quite alot of insults from idiots not caring for your loss.
And if you are then you must be either good at taking insults, or not care that much.
So I was just ruling down to what you intended.
On-topic: I do actually feel bad for you, I know how it feels, as I lost my guinea pig when I was little.
It was very sad. He had a long and happy life though.