Yeah, relationship help on BL forums, fail, I know. I'm just really confused and I'm afraid she doesn't want me anywhere near her anymore.
So, homeschool group, like school, is not on during summer, so I stay connected with my friends through Facebook. This girl, I met her last August, but only really got to know her as a friend this past May. I've been chatting with her on Facebook over the summer, all summer, almost daily unless we had something to do offline. For some reason, starting just a couple weeks ago, I said my usual "Hi" to her when I saw we were both logged in. She logged out within 15 seconds. Next time, same story. Over the past 2 weeks or so I've been trying contact her when she's online, just with a simple greeting and she logs out almost instantly after I greet her. I'm really confused, she said I am (perhaps was?) one of her best friends, and now it seems like she wants nothing to do with me. I don't know what's going through her head, and I'm scared she doesn't want to be friends anymore.
Truthfully, I really like her a lot. I see her in real life, it feels like my heart stops and my legs suddenly have no bones. I can't wait to see her again next time. It weirds me out she's being so recessive all of a sudden.
TL;DR, one of my best friends suddenly ceased contact with me
P.S. Posters that say stupid stuff will feel my wrath.