I'm feeling really sad. I just feel like crying.
When I go back to school, I'm going to have probably 10 kids in my class. Since it's going to be a Grades 5/6 classroom, I'll be in Grade 6. Only 3 kids (counting me) will be in Grade 6. That means the rest 8 kids in the class are in Grade 5. I have probably 3 friends in Grade 5. One of them is a boy, and the other two are girls. So, there are three other boys that I truely could not care less about because they're annoying and act like handicaps. Sure, they're kids but that's no reason to be like "HURR HURR BOOBIES". I wasn't like that in Grade 5 or 4. I'll be the oldest in the class. It's going to be "SET GOOD EXAMPLES FOR YOUR YOUNGER PEERS" and all that stuff.
Now, in the other two classrooms, Grades K,1,2,3, they're a bunch of little kids. I really don't mind them that much. They can get annoying, but they're kids, so it's fine. Now, in the Grade 7,8,9 class room, The former grade 6 students (Most of them hated/I hated me. They always picked on me, and I've been trying hard to fit it because I moved here two years ago and basically everyone grew up together except us 3 grade 6's.) will be in Grade 7, so they'll most likely be like "no forget you i don't want to hang out with you" meaning that if they hate me, then a lot of other people will because they were looked up to, and still are. I got bullied lots. I came home everyday and talked to my mom. Somedays I just went to my room and cried because my day was just so horrible. Last year, I didn't learn anything. My mom even agrees with me. She wanted to move me but my dad used me as an excuse not to move because they'd me taking me out of school. She told him that I hated this school and he didn't listen. So now, I'm stuck in the same school where I'm going to be bullied and have no friends and not fit it all because of the students there. I'm really in a bad mood and I don't feel like doing anything all because of that.
