My fascination with these particular buildings is quite obscure, so I shall try to explain it simply, as society's long forgotten mistakes are my obsession. If you were to see something obscenely disgusting, you might turn away in disbelief, but you have to turn back and look again, it's an instinctual thing. That's how I feel about these buildings. An individual could be stuck there for many reasons, for something as simple like OCD, which I have, to things like psychopathic rage. To think that years ago, if I was alive, I might have checked into the building I'm standing in, maybe never to check out is just so revolting that it becomes fascinating. I would have probably been given a lobotomy in an attempt to change the disorder, and that is why the surgeries are the most fascinating rooms of the lot. These buildings are practically everywhere, but nobody ever looks. Where I live, I can go to three in less than a half hours drive. You can feel the emotional distress from years long gone in the air, it is so scary that it again becomes fascinating. Unless you have ever been in one of these mistakes of society, you don't know what I'm talking about. Here is the first one I went to that sparked this strange obsession inside of me.
inb4weirdthoughtsyougotthere, this is partially the reason for my weekly therapy.
