So, for the past 3-4 years, my life has been chaos and it has been falling apart ever so slowley, my life started to be depressing because my parents were always hard on me from day 1. I have never been able to find my confidence and trust to anyone anymore, my parents who have been no elp to me from day one, have just decided to take intrest in my life now, but even that is to late, what kind of parents kicks you out of the house then presses charges against you and end up in jail for 4 days?
Anyways, recentally I was carless and left my phone lying around, my mom realized that I smoke pot and so I finnaly decide to tall her what has been going on, I tell her that the only reason I havent clommied Self Delete, was because of the weed helped me through my ever long depression which I am still in, blogging on the forum of lego based game somereason seems to help because you are the only ones who will listen, but, as I was saying, so I explain to her that I havent been the same after the first 4-5 uyeasrs of my school life was compleate stuff, I was bullied (Yes, I was bullied for quite awhile, I just never recovered) and it was compleate chaous, then I finnaly got my life back for awhile when I mett angel (yes my girlfriend) and I was happy for a while,until summer, when I had to leave everything for 2 motnhs to go to work in a province next to me.
I had no phone or anythig, and she ddint eaither, so it was really hard o keep touch, so we drifted apart, until her friend got to say it was over, so I was compleatly forgeted up at that point of my life, I got on a serious addiction to painkillers hoping it would all just stop. Until I came abck, I was a compleat emess and I now back with her again, but it isint the same.
Now, my parents are tking me t the hospital when I get back for suicidal thoughts and drug addiction when they get abck, ater that they are sending me away so I will not be able to see them again, or the one person who I care about.
I'm sorry if this dosent maek sence, because its really confusing to me, and it was just my thoughts all put together into the text I wrote.
Thanks guys, and for people who want a tldr, go forget yourlself.
