no stop
Why did you say no stop? That really is what were called.
You have some really bad self-esteem issues. First you post on here about how muscular you are for whatever reason, then you go to military school hoping it will perhaps give you a feeling of meaning in this world, constantly posting about how youre in military school, then you get out and youre still the same self conscious person you were when you went in, crying about how people call you assbeef and now youre trying to invent some sort of badass synonym for nerd so you dont feel so ashamed of yourself.
Grow up.