One thing I want to know is how God existed before the concept of him existing, time, gravity, and matter, etc. Existed. He must have been some sort of matter(Well this can't be possible since matter didn't exist) that kept ripping itself(Nope no physics, so this is impossible) and reoccurring(But time didn't exist, what?), but this can't happen since physics didn't exist. Can someone explain to me how this works, my mind is so confuzzled. I'm deciding on whether to just shift to atheism though since Christianity does not make any sense at all to me.