Nobody on the internet can actually help you. However you can help yourself.
I recommend you re-evaluate yourself. Find the things you don't like, and the things you do like, and the things people don't like about you, and the things people like about you. Improve on the negatives, build on the positives. And do not kid yourself on anything.
It will take time and it will take some dedication, and don't rush things.
Everyone should constantly be doing this.