MP no longer feels like stuff

[mp7964]

note: this is not a feel-sorry-for-me topic, it's me needing to vent my sadness/anger

so lots of stuff has been going on recently. some of it good, some bad. a few good things are what i'll start with. I got a good grade on a Spanish test, i'm doing a project in math that may save me from repeating my grade, i'm starting my own gaming community on gmod with a gamemode that i've been making or some stuff and i've been having a good time with my friends. this brings me to the bad part. my girlfriend just broke up with me via text (loving brutal :/). i was head-over-heels-loving-stuff in love with her. she was cute, funny, hot, and had a great all around personality, but yeah, read above. she didn't show any signs or anything, she just out of the loving blue texts me and says 'i think  it's better we forget eahcother'. i almost got sick when i read it, and it was only like 5 minutes after i saw her to give her a hat at the park. why didn't sh e loving do it when we were there? i don't fcking know. christ, i feel like stuff right now and hte worst part is i can't tell anyone because my parents are asses, my siblings hate me and my friensd are abusive when it comes to  things like this at best. i feel a little better, as if a weight is being lifted off of my shoulders as i type this. welp, it's time to go listen to def leppard and sulk. g'night, bl forums

update: she loving cheated on me. with a freshman. forget my life.

update: MP no longer feels like stuff and is over it

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[Darkness ZXW]

Kill that bitch. You don't need friends who abuse you. Talk to your parents about it, chances are, they love you and want to make you happy. Hope this helps.

[mp7964]

Kill that bitch.

nah, we're dstil friends

You don't need friends who abuse you.

they're my friends, i choose my compnay

Talk to your parents about it, chances are, they love you and want to make you happy.

no. i close up and shrivel when i feel bad

Hope this helps.

thanks.

[Darkness ZXW]

they're my friends, i choose my compnay

why did you put having abusive friends on the bad things if you're not going to do anything about it

[RedGajin]

If she can break up with you that easily, its not worth caring this much about it. Obviously, this is easier said then done, as in your mind you feel you fully deserved her and that she should respect you more.

But as always, look at the positive things you gain from this, for one, you get this girl off of your shoulders. It may not have seemed like a good thing back then, but now, you can think that you were taking a good portion of your life and spending it on a girl that wouldn't do the same for you. Just try to keep up your spirits and not get too worked up over it, and don't try to win her back or do anything stupid, like confront her about it again. Its obviously over and shes not interested in hooking up again.

[mp7964]

why did you put having abusive friends on the bad things if you're not going to do anything about it

it's in my nature

[RedGajin]

why did you put having abusive friends on the bad things if you're not going to do anything about it

I don't think they "abuse" him literally, I think he just thinks they wouldn't be helpful and would tease him about it as most friends do.

[Katadeus]

Hope you feel better soon

[Aces]

You'll bounce back. Don't worry about it.

[mp7964]

update: she loving cheated on me. forget my life.

[Doomonkey]

Have love with the person she cheated on you with. That'll show her who's boss.

[Cucumber!]

You're going through that moping period. Once it washes away you'll feel like a million bucks.

[The Corporation]

they're my friends, i choose my compnay

With friends like those, who needs enemies?

[Thorax]

it's in my nature

Not to kick you while you're down, but that's the kind of thinking that makes things worse. You have to realize your actions can change your situation. If you want a friend(s) that you can vent with and stuff, go out in find them. I'm not saying to ditch your old friends, but having a friend or two that you can be open with really helps when you need to deal with things. Also, you don't have to be physically close to that person, the internet opens up all kinds of opportunities for those sorts of relationships.

Finally, while the girl thing hurts now, it'll get better. Try to keep your mind off of it and it'll get better. Focus hard on that community and game type. Make it the best that it can be. Put all the blood, sweat and tears from this ordeal into it and prove to yourself that you can move on.

I'm assuming your in Highschool, so I'll also give you this piece of advice: Highschool relationships aren't worth it. As soon as school ends most people end up going to different schools and never seeing each other. All that drama and heartbreak isn't really necessary. Focus on school, get good grades and get a head start in your career. Grow your friendships, they might be a valuable ally in the work world some day. Do something you can be proud of. You said you want to make that gaming community and game mode, so do it. Don't let hormones and girls or whatever hold you back. You'll have plenty of time for them later.

[Mr.jacksaunt]

YES