Okay, don't do anything you will regret. Stop for a second and think rationally, will killing myself solve any problems? Unless your parents are complete stuff, they will cry. Your best bros will mourn. In the near future you could have saved someone's life, or altered their decisions. Maybe you'll win the lottery someday. Your future girlfriend will end up with some douchebag. Are you going to let all these opportunities slip away? No, you're not. Why? Because you Kochie loving boy, and you aren't going to let some 2-bit asshat push you around. Now get out there and show someone who's boss.