Not trying to sound mean, but that's stupid that you even considered Self Delete. Why be depressed? Why the hell should you care about what anyone else thinks, especially if it is negative? Next time someone is bothering you or something, think to yourself "Who is this person?" Not literally, who are they to you? Most likely, they are nobody to you - so you should not care. You should just live life how you want to, be care-free and do what makes you happy. Yeah, the world may be prejudice and evil, it's like that for everyone else - but who cares? It's someone else's problem, and right now you have nothing to worry about.
Stop caring about what everyone else thinks and being so self-conscious, things will be a lot better.