I don't know why I'm posting this, I just need to post it somewhere.
Recently my cat has been getting sick. My parents told me last week if she didn't show signs of improvement she would need to get put down. Well a few days ago she did improve, she seemed fine and back to normal and I was thrilled.
I got out of work today and my mom sent me a text message saying call her. When I did she told me my cat had taken a turn for the worst. I sped home to see her. She seemed fine, she would be purring when I touched her but she was really tired. I went out to hang out with friends thinking everything would be okay. I got home at about 1am and I found my cat crawling out to me dragging her back legs and crying.
Right now I'm laying on the couch with her curled up in my arms. She is 18 years old and I really don't think she will make it through the night. I wish I could make her better but I can't and it loving sucks knowing I'm so powerless.
I just don't know what to do, I feel like breaking down and leaving this house because I don't want to see her this way, but I also don't want to leave her side...
