Its because I grew up with it and its like shaking a bad habit.
One the bright side the only thing left is just the name my mind wants to call them upon seeing one.
I didn't really want to point this out because it seems pointless because you'll probably just reply with some dumb one sentence "it how ir was raysed", but I'm going to anyways.
You, like many other white people (and obviously other races) are just trying to become "not tribal" because you like the idea of not being tribal or you are scared of other races to the point at which you "submit" to them. You are still tribal, and will most likely stay tribal. No matter how hard you TRY to "not be tribal", just saying "oh gee, i love mondays yeah gee throw off the monday cloud lets all love mondays hahaha hey look a black guy, hey monday, im not tribal anymore!!!", wont make you not tribal. You act like its some kind of game, like its something fun to do, like you just want to do it because its what everyone else is doing. I'm sure if the rest of this thread was like "forget i loving hate blacks loving monday stuffs forget them" you would have been "yeah hyuk me too its how i was raised and i stick by it" just because its what seems right. You wont apply any of this to real life, and frankly, I don't care whether you do or not, but the fact that you would even suspect that you are no longer tribal baffles me.
tl;dr you're still tribal, will probably always be tribal unless your brain gets damaged more
