apocalypse survival journal:
day 2: it's at page 1379 now. still mostly comments about rigel. I think it will die down soon
day 43: page 1695. we only talk about rigel now. everyone has accepted this as a simple fact of life. but I don't know how much longer I can go on
day 236: I've lost track of the pages. all I know is rigel. the rigel prayer this morning was less enthusiastic than before. if it ends, how will we return to life without rigel? I fear for us...