I went to a Psychiatrist a few days ago, and, apparently I have some degree of Autism. I don't know how bad it is, but it does explain the fits.
I don't think this is an excuse for my terrible behavior though, I still think a lot of it is self-induced. Oh well, I guess I really do have a mental illness. I'll probably stay out of Off-Topic boards, except creativity, until I can get a good hold on it.
I'm Asablief / Rookie, btw.