Sometimes when I go to bed it feels like there's something heavy on top me, like a couple more duvets (is that the word?) lying on top of me or somesuch.
The thing is, it only happens when I think about it, so I wonder how it started happening in the first place.
Sometimes when I'm just barely starting to think about it I'm like forgetstuffstuff think about something else QUICK!
but you know I gotta have some really interesting shiz to think about to make earlier thoughts go away just like that.
They can easily come back cause my brain is looking around at my thoughts and is like "hey what's this?" and digs up the stupid thoughts again.
so anyway, WTF is this stuff?