If you say you'll stop posting, stop posting.
You're doing nothing but fueling everyones hatred towards you. In my opinion, get off the forums, meaning, close out of it, and not bother with it for some time. Give yourself space from everyone here and yourself so you don't make any more people mad.
ive contacted blockland support and they are quite happy to help me to get a second part so there i wont be getting banned and i just want one more start.
blockland support doesn't even work