Unless you really wanna listen you can go ahead, if you care less you can still listen but don't try to solve my problems.
Ever since i was diagnosed with aspergers i figured out what my problem was. People just don't like me (that's not the problem), I make friends and then they get tired of me whether it takes 5 minutes or a week. Every school year has been the same to me, I hang out with some nerds that apparently are more popular than me. Everyone knows who I am, they just have less interest in me. I just want some attention! I've been craving some positive attention my entire life. Of course that's what I'm asking from you guys. I'll be honest, I just want some attention. I have 0 friends, 0 attention, and 0 life. I sit on the computer because that is the place I only get attention. I try to be outgoing but people just think I'm crazy. I always have trouble with school because I choose not to listen. I'm not good at anything outside this tiny laptop. I don't think I will because people don't give me the chance to try! I can't catch a football, throw a basketball, I can play some good baseball but nobody seems to care about me. I have no responsibility what so ever. My mom tells me to be next to grandpa while she's gone, and he's calling me several times while I have my headphones on playing games in the living room. Parents tell me to clean the kitchen, but I don't want to. People don't seem to trust me at all because I can't be trusted. I have to see a psychologist every week, which doesn't help me one bit.
Only thing I can do is hope. Hope that I'm good for something in the future.
