what?
scripting is too confusing so i may as well give up
This is your problem. You keep complaining about how you want things but when someone gives you a way to do it, you say "no, it's too confusing, gonna give up"
I've never seen you actually even TRY to put effort in the things you wanted to do.
Just trying alone is a start but you can't even do that.
If you don't want to do all these things, don't ask for ways to do it.