I feel bad for you my friend 
yeah
well
I can't deny the whole firstworldproblems aspect of the situation - it's pretty nice here. but lots of people are douchebags.
also @OT: I don't think smoking makes you a worse person, but it definitely hampers potential intelligence. cognition is destroyed, and dopamine receptors shut down and sometimes don't come back up, so you can't become naturally happy.