What you do is stop bitching and capitalize. And besides that focus on improving yourself.
You'll find it's not that easy, but you're looking for a challenge or something right?
Educate yourself, improve yourself physically, find your problems and fix them one at a time. And don't just stop when you're bored, and don't just do it when you're bored.
Oh and stop bitching. That's the first problem you should fix.
