shouldnt you be in jail anyways
Last time I checked, unless there is proof you stole paypal logins or a credit card, you can't go to jail. But, I think Badspot will ban this new IP/card.
+Hackforums is a whitehat security site. Leaving it does not mean you are not a blackhat.
Oh, and since you spent $400 on your RAT program I doubt you're not still using it.