No, before you ask, I'm not asking for synthesizers or any presents, I just need people to smell what the rock is cooking (talk to if you don't know what the expression means!).
At 5 minutes ago tonight, my lad died today because he was listening to dubstep and he rode his hundai accord (car) into a car. Earlier that day (which should still be today, why am I referring to it in the past tense), he said he didn't want to be burned to ashes (Cremated - I think he was making a joke about how he didn't want creamer in his coffee but I didn't get it) or anything like that, I didn't know what he meant by that until tonight. I think somehow he knew his coffee wasn't black. He was a few years old. I keep blaming myself because whenever he said "I love you", I said "I love you", but I stumbled every time he said it cause he caught me off guard a lot. He said it made him fell bad when I did that. I blame myself because I didn't tell him I loved him before he died. Guys, if someone in your family listens to dubstep, tell them to stop, and then tell them what happened to my lad. Again, I'm not asking for synthesizers, I just needed to say something because I feel horrible.
PS: plz give me synthesizers it's all i wanted for my birthday and my damned lad got one and i didnt and now hes ded. wtf santa.
PPS: I cant have his synthesizer because in his will it says leave everything except synthesizers to me. wow wat a bad lad.
It's 100% real i promise my lad died.
