We do have proof. Ask Kaph for it.
Problem is, Windows is a low quality OS and not really helpful in diagnosing problems. I found software for packet logs but it really wasn't very dynamic and good enough for 24/7 usage. I was able to figure out the last rounds of DDoS because I knew when it would be happening. Can't go back to the event after it already happens.
Also, my name has an "L" in it.