waaaait
I think I'm having a little bit of phobophobia!
I'm afraid that I am going to develop a fear of love later on in my life.
Of course, that's only a small chance, and:
of course, there is a possibility that you ended up with brain damage (can be done by toxins, autoerotic asphixyation, tumors, head impact) in your loveual part
while you were in your early years
I banged my head hard on walls in my early years :c