You are a loving handicap. You just called it terrible without even joining it at all.
Well you hosted terrible servers many times in a row.
Plus I clearly don't have a mental illness as I can type and speak fluently and I assure you take no medication. Try a little more direct insult instead of calling me a handicap.
By the way, I have an idea.
Instead of pouring hundreds of dollars into a forum you're bound to get hate on, why don't you create your own forum (Google "free forum hosting", there's millions of those services) and open up your server. No doubt you get a huge amount of followers joining every server you make, right? So instead of always getting banned here, administrate your own forum and not get as much hate.