so.. you're being a bitch because you're not able to cope with the normal drama of highschool.
deal with it man, every socially normal kid goes through the same stuff you are. doesn't matter who you are, we all deal with the same thing on slightly different levels. your best bet is to suck it up and either accept everything that's going on and keep on smiling because you know you're a better person than those who abuse you. or go kill yourself because it only gets harder.
edit; i just realized how harsh that sounds. i don't literally mean go kill youself, i mean pick up your skirt and be a man.