You're still mourning a hamster after two years and rubbing it our faces, while plenty of other people have had much worse cases of death?
If you really missed him, why did you make a topic trying to get an "I feel sorry for you response"? You clearly go from being mournful to happy when someone gives you empathy.
I watched my dog die in 6th grade, I watched my aunt die in 7th, and my cat died this year. Yet I'm not asking for sympathy over their "death anniversaries". It's a hamster, it shows no emotion comparible to other living things. You have gotten too attached to it and need to live and let die.