I am content with life.
I dont feel as if Self Delete is knocking at my door.
I am able to control my emotions better.
I thank medicine of today along with good friends.
I thank the blockland forums as well because they have been there for me, to a degree that is.
Thanks everyone and just let you guys know I love you all.
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Edit for people that dont think teenage depression exists.
On a side note responding to the "teenage depression lol" posts, I was diagnosed by a doctor in the downtown hospital.
I was escorted by the police for suicidal thoughts then had to wait in the ER for 8 hours to see a doctor who was available.
I was then diagnosed by him, then perscribed pills that made me feel noxious, continuing them for at least a month or two, then later on switching to a different medication that has a great effect.
It is possible for teenage depression, not to mention the thoughts hung over me for over a year.
I was pretty close to death lol, I say that with great confidence that now I know I am greater then that.