Your feelings do not matter. She is a female. You are a male. You're supposed to make sure we're happy or else anything bad we do, as a result of being unhappy, is all your fault.
It's common sense. Be a real man.
What the forget are these "feelings" you speak of. I am a perfectly normal male, and like all perfectly normal males I have no clue what this "feeling" thing is. I suggest you go back to school, because I can assure you there is nothing called a "feeling," you silly bitch.