So, there's this girl at my school. She's sweet, nice, pretty and smart. I kinda have feelings for her, but we talk a lot as friends. I have another friend and we talk a lot. He's funny, smart and we go on Steam together. Thing is, he also likes the girl I have feelings for, except he acts creepy. In fact, he likes her so much, he strokes her hair like 50 times a day. I'm serious, I'm not joking.
So, what happened what last Thursday, I bought her a carnation for valentine's day since Student Council was selling them. I didn't doubt my friend getting her one, but he bought her 5. So on Friday, she received one carnation from me and 5 carnations from my friend. I was disappoint. He even told me he was gonna buy her 20, but he was limited to 5 at the booth. That felt a little bad.
So today, I seat with him and my other friends at lunch. I forget how this came up, but he asked me why I bought her a carnation. Well, he soon put 2 and 2 together and found out I have feelings for her. Honestly, the carnation was a friendly thing, not a "I love you" thing, but he still figured it out. Then I see him go to her table and tell her my secret. It felt like my heart snapped when she looked at me for a second then back at my friend.
My feelings were crushed today. Next period was French for me and she was in it, along with my friend. We didn't talk because I was pretty sad but I made sure she knew I was gonna kill my friend for what he did. I'm not angry at him that much any more, but it still feels awkward being around this girl. We talked many times as friends before, but this, I was not expecting. I couldn't tell if she cared or not however.
Goddamnit, what should I do?