Hi, I figured I'd post about this while I'm still sober, and before you start jumping to conclusions, I'm not posting this for sympathy or attention, I don't give a stuff if you don't believe me either, I'm posting this because I can, if you're just going to be a stupid loving brat and post smut in this topic, get the forget out.
I'm sure a few of you know that I had a pretty nasty addiction to cocaine and alcohol, I originally started using to cope with depression after being loveually and phyisically abused, I was clean for about a year I started using drugs a couple days ago again as an escape after I got the news that my closest friend had passed away after a 4 year battle with cancer, It doesn't help that I'm already extremely depressed about other stuff. I'm pretty sick right now and I've just been laying in bed all day throwing up and recovering from a hangover. I haven't felt this way in a while, it's a pretty stuffty feel.