oh god.
I didn't even read past the two sentences cause I can tell this'll forget up my mood and trigger me somehow but here's a little bit of advice, that I was thinking about posting someday on the forums but know most the starfishs on here would take it a joke.
Self Delete isn't funny, yeah we'll joke and say we'll kill ourselves over this silly thing, but if you deeply say it, or even worse tell someone to kill themselves, that's loving low and you deserve to feel totally guilty.
I know you guys won't expect much cause "If you're on the internet you're suppose to man up" but some stuff out there will forget someone's mental illness up, so just don't get too deep on that stuff.
I can't say don't do it, cause you all will not listen, but just keep in mind it could be someone who's totally unstable, what if it was your friend or something.
just throwing out my opinion.
