stop being beta. 3 years ago, i wanted to date a chick and she didnt want to. actually i remember now, she gave me an excuse and said 'maybe next year' lol. no big deal. i got over her because i knew that stuff wasn't gonna happen. i moved on and had flings with other girls and it was fine. my advice - be rational, dwelling over a pretty girl is hardly worth your troubles when there are at least one thousand other girls suitable for the role of being your girlfriend. put yourself together and apply yourself to your situation instead of standing by while you wish your life away, waiting for a miracle to happen.