alright blf, heres the story why i'm not in high spirits;
basically, there was this girl who i really liked who happened to be my friend. we kissed like a month ago and i asked her to be my girlfriend. she didn't say anything for a month and said "well i can't really because it wouldn't work out. i liked you back in year 10, but you were interested in this other girl (me: in which i loving hate myself for doing because she turned out to be a total waste of time)." my "friends" heard about this and they were trying to support me to get over it. now they're all unleashing their hatred towards me making me feel like total loving stuff because they happened to be the girl's friend. i deserve none of this at all.
so i'm in this really depressing situation where my parents too and friends are going on at me. i'm pretty much extremely upset and depressed at the same time.
can you guys cheer me up please? i'd really appreciate if you could. it's really unnatural for me to be upset and i hate it.
sorry if i seem like i'm attention seeking