I personally will never accept the word of someone saying "I will change." I need to visibility see it. It doesn't help the case when just yesterday you go out with this:
I'm JazZ, nice to meet you, just kidding, it's actually pretty stuffty just knowing you exist.
I post on here because I can, I don't give less of a forget if you guys hate me, I can post here, so I will continue to post here.
I've got an a-ok social life, I've got my friends, my girlfriend, my family, a job, a career lined up, I'm forgetin set man. You've got a forum full of kids that agree with you and way to much time wasted on destroying you body in the long term, where are you going? Not forgetin far.
I couldn't give less of a forget who I'm sitting with, I don't claim to be the most loved kid either, I'd rather not judge every person I come across and claim to be better than them, but in your case, it'd be sad if I let you even think you came close to me.
loving maggot.
Your word, along with all other people's word on this forum is worth nothing. Forgiveness is eventually earned with a person proving they actually deserve the forgiveness. You can't trust someone saying "I'll change if you guys do this," is basically someone robbing a store and saying "if you don't take me to jail I will never do it again."
Respect is earned, and with your history, you have a lot of earning you need to do.