alright, let me start by saying i do not wish to start drama here, it is not my intention. And for that reason this is being posted in off-topic.
Now, since it's very hard for many of you to understand as to why I come back to the forums, and continue the same actions I've kept for the past few years, I'm here to explain it to you. I enjoy the forums, I like having a community to talk with, it can be informative, and I like the general atmosphere. I come back because I truly enjoy the forums, despite however many of you absolutely despise me, I still find the little things that just make me happy to be a part of the community, whether it's coding help, learning something new from off-topic, or helping someone out in the computer megathread. I don't intentionally try to be a bad person, any post I make I try to carefully think about what I am saying, I'd say 25% of the time after I write a post and reread it, I just exit of the post because I know all I'm doing is frustrating people. However, sometimes things strike a certain nerve with me, so I express my (usually unfavorable) opinion on the matter, and for some of you, I can have an intelligible argument, there's been many times I've had an argument lead to adding someone on Steam and being good friends. However, others of you like to post things like "Oh god it's Jazz", or "Haha you got banned in the past", which don't apply to the topic on hand. As any normal person, I usually respond literally saying, this isn't on topic, take it to a drama. However, it never happens, none of you drama me, you just continue to stalk my posts and provoke me with things like that, and honestly, it's rage inducing, it really is. One of your own moderators (Ephialtes), even stated having someone follow you around and purposely provoke your anger is one of the most rage inducing things, why do you guys accept that from him but do it to me? If you all argued on point and didn't let personal things be a part of the argument, I'd never once be banned after this point in time. Sure it goes both ways, and I know that, I do my best to restrain my rage, but sometimes I just get so absolutely angry, and then I end up getting banned. I literally know I'm going to get banned when I do it, but I get tired of having to muffle myself and just sit down and accept it.
Overall, I'd just like to say this, if you can all agree with me to never bring my past into an argument, or stray from the topic of argument in order to personally attack me, then I can guarantee that there will never be an issue with me again, I won't have anything to be mad at, and you guys won't have any reason to hate me (other than my opinion).
So if you all are so tired of me constantly being a pain in the ass, then I'd say the above compromise is pretty decent, nobody wastes times typing long argumentative posts that lead nowhere, and nobody gets angry.
