i lost my girlfriend

[rockslide26]

to not give away too much personal information, at one point doctors thought i might be terminal. i had an operation and she was there with me before and the last thing i heard from her was i love you. she said if there ever came a point when those were the last words she could say to me, she would say i love you

last night out of the blue she texts me "they're everywhere" and then "i love you" and then nothing. i think she relapsed into cutting on herself after two years clean and that means it was really bad. she expected she was going to die if she said i love you. i don't know what to do or say or how to handle this. i'm sorry off topic is my favorite blog

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[JitankIsFag]

Im sorry, but how the balls did she text you in the ER

[rockslide26]

Im sorry, but how the balls did she text you in the ER

she was with me before i got the operation in the hospital. that was a year ago. last night is when this happened

[fawkes..]

Wait, what did she mean by "They're everywhere"

And don't you think you should've gone and seen if she was ok?

[Brickman]

"they're everywhere" who/what's "they"? did i miss something?

[Pass]

op is delirious and needs medical treatment.

[rockslide26]

Wait, what did she mean by "They're everywhere"

And don't you think you should've gone and seen if she was ok?

thats whats scary. i think she started cutting on herself again after two years. i think she means the cuts. i couldnt go because it was so late and she's far right now

"they're everywhere" who/what's "they"? did i miss something?

i think she either meant her scars or new cuts.

[DiceyGrammar]

i'm not sure i fully understand this

you're saying you think your girlfriend has killed herself, so your chosen course of action was to.. post here?

[Alyx Vance]

Have you checked on her yet?

[rockslide26]

Have you checked on her yet?

shes not very close right now so i cant. i called and texted everyone i knew that might be close to her right now.

i'm not sure i fully understand this

you're saying you think your girlfriend has killed herself, so your chosen course of action was to.. post here?

it's been hours of trying to contact her and her family/friends

[Headcrab Zombie]

she was with me before i got the operation in the hospital. that was a year ago. last night is when this happened

So, you got the operation a year ago....and now she thinks you died from it?
I'm lost

[rockslide26]

So, you got the operation a year ago....and now she thinks you died from it?
I'm lost

no last year i had to get an operation and she told me the last thing she wanted me to ever hear from her was " ilove you"
then last night she says it out of the blue and refers to all her scars and then nothing.

[uno_da_cat]

I feel like this topic was a bad idea. Unless you're okay with the way everyone's reacting.

[Rub]

Whilst I'd never have a mentally unstable girlfriend, if this happened to mine I wouldn't even be on a computer, let alone Blockland forum, why are you? Almost certainly attention seeking.

[rockslide26]

Whilst I'd never have a mentally unstable girlfriend, if this happened to mine I wouldn't even be on a computer, let alone Blockland forum, why are you? Almost certainly attention seeking.

she's not home. she's very far away with family in bangkok. unless i can fly myself i cant go