Okay, here's what I don't understand.
You have an outlandish special interest that's obviously quite disgusting to everyone here besides you an Mr. Man. You're posting intimate details about said special interest and everyone besides Mr. Man is revolted by you. Why doesn't being revolting bother you? People are hating you for trying to flaunt something deviant and repulsive and you're shrugging it off as if they're being in any way unreasonable.
You didn't even try to make the thread for anyone except you an Mr. Man considering how loving weird and awful the OP is, you made it to disturb people and to appear edgy.
And since you're either completely ignorant or being a twat, the definition of the word is:
He wants attention in any way he can get it, be it good or bad. I do enjoy this thread, yes, but even I wouldn't make one like this.
This kind of thing belongs on eka's portal, not this forum.