I have noticed something very wrong with me lately, I'm not a very nice person. At all. I'm filled with hate and Depression, Self Delete and murdering my whole family Comes to my mind twice a Day. And I have become cynical, And Just down right biased and stupid. I do not know if there is a loving chance in All the religous versions of eternal Damnation, But loving seriously, I need a link, I need A youtube video I need Something, Anything.
And I hate it when people say "Just be happy!" I CANNOT FEEL HAPPINESS CURRENTLY. I feel like a sterotypical richard, Just something anyone. Get me out of this.