Yes I was whining. Yes I did want to be on the other team.
I did not feel entitled to that position until it was just flat out granted to another player, essentially when players cut in line.
There are no holes in the chat. Things are out of order because I was running late for something. I literally opened up about 40 files in GIMP at once and cropped out unrelated content (other player discussion or kill feeds). You can look at the time stamps provided if that helps.
To say the least, john is not a person you can negotiate with.
Other than that, I became angry when he was orbing. He was using orb to get at just the right distance and rotation to lock homing missiles on specific targets. I should have taken pics of that, but unfortunately, I did not.
Admittedly I was angry at the time. I now see that most of this was foolish and not drama-worthy.