I just wanted to say that I'm sorry to any people I've stirred up stuff with here. I know I can be an idiot at times, I'm not going to make up stuff to get me out of trouble this time (not implying everything I say is made up). A lot of you guys PM me about that tantrum I had a few months ago. I want to tell the legitimate reason for it. It was a bad day for me anyways because I was pissed about something at school (personal, don't ask). I always come here at the end of a bad day to express things that are on my mind (not the best thing to do, it's just that I have trouble telling people my feelings directly). I don't know what came over me that day, it was something stupid to get worked up from. Now I want to say something that Nonnel said in the drama about my tantrum. I was tired of being called handicapped, and mentioned my dad being called handicapped, saying he didn't like it and I didn't either. Nonnel said, and I quote, "Maybe he was as handicapped as you". This made me angry in so many ways because he's insulting my family, especially someone who was very closed to me, and deceased. I knew he was trying to get a rise out of me/getting me angrier for his amusement. I forgive you Nonnel, I was always taught to hate then forgive. I want to aplogize to anyone who I've been an starfish to. My only request is that you stop calling me out in threads to call me a handicap, if you feel this way about me, I don't care, that's your opinion. Like I said, I'm offended deeply about it. I'm not expecting you to forgive me for these things, but I wanted to make things right. Thanks for reading.
