Keith, I have to say, you have been mean to special needs kids before. I mean, I can see how you can be mean to other students. You have meltdowns some times. Also, as far as running goes, people can't tell you a super secret magic trick. You have to help yourself. Go to the park or something, and practice. Also, the unorginization does affect other people around you. If you are messy, then it lessens the overall quality of the classroom, making students distracted.
How are your grades?