okay, please, don't give negative feedback, i'm not feeling too good. some negative feedback is fine but don't be overkill.
okay, so this is exactly what happened. i'm not going to lie.
i recently used ask.fm to send a girl some ascii pictures of cats and stuff. turns out, ask.fm made all the ascii into one line and it looked ruined. so i explained how they looked ruined and some loving way she recognized that it was me. (probably because i used my popular frown face, :c) and now i sent her an apology for being a forgettard and how i'm depressed and stuff and how i know i'm annoying, blah blah blah. and she hasn't responded yet, it's been 10+ minutes, and she usually responds in like 3 - 5 minutes.
so now i feel that i have create more of a loving grudge because she dislikes me and i wanted to make her feel happy
why do i ruin everything