OP is Drunk Russian. Known on blockland for being some sort of super DDoS threatning troll person. I've personally known him for about 3 years now, before he was a blocklander.
He just commit Self Delete via overdose after I convinced him to give his money to a charity rather than some random Blocklander forgetwit.
Both of his parents recently got killed in a carwreck and his sister had a miscarriage. He's been expelled from his school and his girlfriend of 3 years also recently broke up with him. He's had a history of mental illness and instability.
I've removed all instances of my name from this steam chatlog to protect my identity because I don't want to be involved in this community anymore.
Your ignorance here was astounding.
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ███
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ███ i really need to talk
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ███
████████: hey, sorry, was eating lunch
████████: what's up
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i really need you to listen to me
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: and not try to stop me
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: can you do that
████████: wat
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i don't want to
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: live
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: anymore
████████: neither do i
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: no
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: im serious
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: im going to commit Self Delete today
████████: what
████████: no
████████: stop, seriously
████████: come on i thought we talk about this dude
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: you don't know
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: what it's loving like
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: to be me
████████: you're right
████████: i dont
████████: i can't imagine what you're going through right now man
████████: but it doesn't have to be this way
████████: coco?
████████: dued coco
████████: loving hell coco please come back
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: im going to give all my stuff away
████████: STOP dude
████████: seriously
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: why? what's the loving point
████████: dude you've still got a whole life ahead of you man
████████: i know times are tough
████████: but it doesn't have to end this way
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: YOU DONT loving KNOW
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: WHAT TOUGH MEANS
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: SHUT UP
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: STOP loving TRYING
████████: im sorry
████████: i dont want to see you go
████████: you're a good kid and this doesn't have to happen
████████: this is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: temporary? loving temporary?
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: 3 people
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: are loving dead
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: and it's temporary to you?
████████: that's not what i meant
████████: you wont feel this way forever
████████: you can be happy again
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: yeah yeah time heals all wounds right forget you
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: time dont heal these wounds
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: time wont bring them back it wont make her love me it wont fix these mistakes
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: what the forget will time heal
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: time just makes it hurt more
████████: you dont know that
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: and what exactly do you forgetig know again
████████: i know what it's like to want to die
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: oh, do you?
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: do you really
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: forget you
████████: coco please
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: im giving away my money
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: and steam
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: gonna host a raffle on blockland
████████: forgetinbg why
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: why the hell do i need it for?
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: why not?
████████: im sorry
████████: dont do this
████████: coco
████████: coco come back
[day after]
████████: coco?
████████: is that you?
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: yeah
████████: coco i thought you
████████: are you still going to?
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: yeah
████████: coco please listen to me
████████: coco
████████: goddamnit coco
[today]
████████: COCO
████████: is that you
████████: are you there
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=252865.0
████████: dude cmon
████████: sleep on it
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i did
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ███
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i really appreciate
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: all that you've done for me
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: seriously you've been great
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: you're a great guy
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i just really want you
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: to support me in this decision
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: you can't stop this
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: don't let me die
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: without a friend
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ███?
████████: okay
████████: i understand
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i want to give you the money
████████: no forget
████████: i dont want your money
████████: i couldn't live with that
████████: coco?
[redacted, sent me several account details, including his bl forum account]
████████: what is this
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: email accounts and stuff
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: just want you to keep an eye on them
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: gonna give steam and money to blockland
████████: no
████████: forget that
████████: don't give it to blockland
████████: keep it
████████: let it go to the government or some stuff
████████: forget blockland
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: okay
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: i guess you're right
[about an hour later]
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: okay im
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ready
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: ███?
████████: have you really thought this through
████████: are you sure you want to do this
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: yeah
████████: okay
████████: im gonna forgetin miss you dude
████████: but i understand
████████: i wouldn't make you stay on this stuffty earth any longer
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: thank you
Captain Coco Crinkle Pop: bye
████████: bye, dude. jounry well
The steam profile is now in my hands and the money will more than likely be going to his next of kin if he has any. I don't know where he sent the first ~$1000.
