Mikisugi is sorry that you can't seem to function as a normal human and do those things right but Mikisugi has checked her and makes sure completely she is eating.
Perhaps I should elaborate on what I meant, as in retrospect, it was rather cryptic. I thought about what I should write for a long while.
I don't know specifically what she's got, if anything, but please, for your own sake, don't pretend like it won't happen again. Again, I have absolutely zero information about her, but I do have some empathy, having gone through the same things. But being part of my support network absolutely destroys people.
The reason I say to be careful is that, again, I've been through the same things and through being in multiple hospitals/day hospitals/outpatient programs, and with all due respect, people don't just stop cutting. I haven't been able to, and none of the others I've seen with the problem haven't, either. They do their six weeks at the day hospital with intense therapy and at the end, they still are cutting, even with that much help.
Why I say to be careful is that I made the mistake once of going out with a girl with eating problems, self image problems, cutting issues, bipolar disorder, and heaven knows what else. She'd keep me up to the odd hours of the morning, she'd cut despite literally everybody getting her the best help possible in New England, and when she said she'd stopped, she was really just cutting herself on her upper thighs and concealing the cuts with make up, and whenever you'd tell her she was beautiful, or I love you, she would cry and hide her face in her hands, never believing anything. She would become depressed and attempt Self Delete at least once a month. I was stuck with that for two years. I didn't realize how bad that was for me until I was out, I was blinded by love. I can go more into detail about other stories I have from the hospital/day hospital if you'd wish, but that is what I can tell you from my experience. That is why I say to be careful, because I don't want you to be in a situation where your emotions get destroyed like mine did.
